“I think I have an obsessive-compulsive personality disorder. I feel like I am always trying to get everything right. I think the problem is that I think I am trying to get everything right in every situation. I have tried to control everything, but I can’t. I think I am suffering from a mental disorder. I have said to myself, ‘I can’t do this, and I am going to have to do this.’ I have said this over and over.
I think you could say the same thing about us. We try so hard to keep things all right, but we’re not very good at it.
Yeah. This is exactly why I don’t think I am suffering from a mental disorder. Because I’ve really struggled with it in the past. I’ve tried so hard to be the best I could be to everyone, to always do what a perfect person would do. I was always so perfect, and I just wasn’t good enough.
The biggest problem with working on self-awareness is that you forget how to do it. You can remember how to do it, but you can’t do it. It’s like trying to swim in a pool that has no bottom. That means you can’t swim the whole time, so you just try to kick in the bottom of the pool, but eventually you don’t have any control over your body at all.
I’m not saying that all of your self-awareness problems are that you forget self-awareness, that’s not what I’m saying. But the worst thing about forgetting self-awareness is that you feel like a failure because you dont know how to do it. Because you have so little self-awareness, you feel like you’ve failed yourself, so you feel like you can’t do this or that. Like when you don’t know how to fix your car.
The main character has a very hard time getting up before she’s fully awake. She’s not even able to hear herself think, but she cant hear herself think at all. I don’t see why you cant get up. You don’t have a sense of self-awareness, but you have no sense of self-awareness. Like with you, you dont feel like you can get up. Like if you cant get up, you cant get up.
I’ve often wondered if you felt like you could get up, and if you did, why you didnt. I’ve read and heard many stories about people who are able to get up, but who simply cannot remember how to do it, and I have to say, I think that’s really weird.